Why you laughing so loud?
Its ringing in my head, I can’t make it stop even when you gone,
Who sent you here?
I remember never asking for you
I remember rebuking you over and over again
But you sent your agent dressed all bougie
You knew didn’t you, you knew I would answer to the call
You knew how shallow minded I was and that I wouldnt dare resist her
You watched me from around the corner as I loved so deeply
You instructed her to pull me in with no hesitation
The world around me seized to exist
I didn’t dare stir my thoughts away from her
I was so consumed not knowing that I was about to be devoured by your presence
Just when I thought I had found it all, just when I felt mother nature had given me favour
You activated her power and initiated yourself in my life
The echos are conversing with me daily
I have tried to counter your presence with mine but you are more powerful than I anticipated
Stop touching me!
Your hands are leaving imprints that I can not rub off
Go, please go!
You have ruined me
I am right where you wanted me to be
Now stop, stop torturing me!
Your stares are piercing my heart
Your humour is only for you
Your sweat is condensing right in my soul
I wreak of your scent
I am defeated, the war is over
Now won’t you pack and go so that I can see smiles again
So civilisation can be my portion again
Dear Mr Loneliness please set me free.